Loss and Light™
Healing Affirmation Card Deck

Lauryn Laszczak
Artwork by Lea Androić

This heart-opening, 44-card, healing affirmation card deck helps you find your light on the other side of loss, reminding you that you are fully supported on your path to healing. By leaning into the feminine energy of each affirmation card and focusing on the chakra it’s highlighting, you will connect back to your body’s innate wisdom and the healing taking place within you. Lovingly created by women and printed + produced locally in Michigan.

Affirmations to help you find peace, self-love & light after loss

Whether it’s the loss of a loved one or the loss of self, you are never alone on this journey and there is always light to be found.

Hold the Loss and Light™
deck in your hands
or send it to a friend.

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About the Deck Creator

Lauryn Laszczak is an entrepreneur, somatic business coach, retreat leader, devoted wife and mother of 3, including her stillborn son, Ben. She guides women into a deeper exploration of themselves and the impact they’re capable of having through their living and business.

About the Illustrator

Lea Androić is an illustrator, artist, and mother based in Croatia. Her artwork is recognized by its soft colors, portraying serene women surrounded by whimsical details. Lea inspires women around the world to search within to find their power and peace.

The Story Behind
The Deck

In the Fall of 2019, I woke up one morning to a very clear, intuitive hit that something wasn’t right.

My hand hit my round belly of nearly 32 weeks and in an instant I knew my baby was gone. That afternoon I gave birth to my stillborn son, Benjamin.

Three days later I left the hospital, my arms empty and my heart broken. When I lost Ben, I also lost myself.

I spent the next two years in search of ways to come back home to myself. Out of the many resources for healing that I enjoyed, including yoga, breathwork, writing and leaning into others' loss stories, I found comfort in being alone in my house, pulling oracle cards and creating space for Ben’s messages.

In the summer of 2021, while at a retreat surrounded by a deeply-held group of women, I heard Ben ask me to create a healing affirmation card deck. He shared the name Loss & Light, and the vision he had for this community. I leaned in immediately.

For the next 6 months, Ben and I co-created each and every affirmation. When we hit 44, the Universe led me to the most talented Illustrator, Lea Androić, who also had a baby boy in her belly. For the next 6 months we brought the diverse women of this deck to life.

In September, almost exactly 3 years since Ben’s loss, the deck made its debut into the world and into the hands of women coming back home to themselves at a retreat I was hosting alongside my best friend and fellow sister of loss.

It is my hope that this deck also helps you (or a friend you send it to) hold deeply compassionate space for yourself, bringing you back home, and reminding you that there is always light to be found.

With Love & Light,

Lauryn

This deck was something I’ve truly been missing in my life. A daily does of peace and reassurance. As I navigate some huge changes in my life it’s been everything I've needed. I also have sent the deck to friends who are going through some difficult transitions and the comfort it has brought them has helped light my own soul. Such a beautiful addition to my home and life.

— Katie
The inclusivity and intentionality that the Loss & Light deck brings is absolutely amazing. Not only does it give a message every day that is absolutely beautiful but the deck has provided me with an open space of belonging for my heart to channel this Divine energy to take in every single day.

— Kenisha
I swear this deck is truly magic and you can literally feel how much heart went into the creation of each card. As someone who used to be hesitant yet intrigued by decks like this, I gotta tell you, it DEFINITELY has some power behind each pull. After losing my dad I have found it hard to find light at times, but these cards have become something so strong to lean into for support through my grief.

— Samantha
I have incorporated pulling a card into my morning routine. They remind me everyday to connect to my heart and watch my day unfold perfectly. I love the story behind the deck. I can feel the love from mother to son and son to mother with every shuffle.

— Mary
This is such a beautiful deck! The way the cards are designed with their messages and chakra colors is so unique and it has been such a special addition to my spiritual journey. I’m so thankful Lauryn and Ben made these cards for the world.

— Chelsea